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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 8:42 AM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Red - Breathe into me
  • Watching: My vision getting blurry
It's still only the beginning of summer and I fear I'm already losing myself.

All the things I usually enjoyed doing and looked forward to doing I no longer have any aspiration to do them. Now I spend every damn day sitting around on either this computer or forcing myself to play videogames to try and take my mind of things.

I guess you could say I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't know what to do. Trying to find things to make myself happy is becoming harder and harder. I'm also starting to think that my red eyes are maybe connected to all this. Ever since summer started and this feeling has started creeping up on me my eyes have gotten really red and at times just start tearing.

No, I'm not crying...well not because of sadness or sorrow. Or at least I don't think so...but I can't stop it sometimes.

Maybe I'm finally going insane?

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  • Current Age: 16
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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jul 12, 2008, 1:48:59 PM
^_^

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jul 9, 2008, 7:37:53 PM
lmao. nice description. but i think you should tell the guy who made it ^_^

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jul 9, 2008, 3:07:11 PM
I feel like going over there and telling him about snipers now.

After playing MGS he probably modeled it after the SVD. That sniper takes a magazine in which holds the bullets. Only after firing all your shots do you reload. What would be cooler is if it was a bolt action sniper in which you load the bullets beforehand, either by magazine or insertion via a top chamber. After every shot the bolt is brought up pulled back and cocked forward.

But still, very nicely done.

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jul 9, 2008, 2:21:32 PM
amazing, no? :)

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~ZeldaGreen:iconZeldaGreen: Jun 27, 2008, 8:13:05 AM
ah..you have a point...hmm...that could be very very entertaining xD

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 27, 2008, 8:08:37 AM
But that's what would make it fun. Since it's a country club there would probably be a bunch of snooty rich people who don't like outsiders.
:lol:

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~ZeldaGreen:iconZeldaGreen: Jun 27, 2008, 8:05:19 AM
nope! i dont think you could get into southward ho...tis a stupid country club. *insert evil laughter -here-*

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 27, 2008, 7:59:06 AM
Well I haven't gotten a job yet so that means I can bother you!!!
<Insert evil laughter here>

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~ZeldaGreen:iconZeldaGreen: Jun 27, 2008, 7:55:06 AM
oo i hope you get it! [then i can bother you all the time. buwahaha xD]

i work at southward ho day camp...wooo.

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 27, 2008, 7:11:28 AM
lol, thanks tessa.

And hopefully I'll start working soon too. I put in an application for King Kullen and now I must wait.

Where are you going to be working?

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~ZeldaGreen:iconZeldaGreen: Jun 27, 2008, 1:59:58 AM
aw. :hug: you silly goose.

ive been doing alright. i start full time work next week....idk how that makes me feel at the moment...but... :shrug:

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 26, 2008, 3:53:38 PM
Eh...I've been better.

Besides the lack of inspiration to make any more art I have bloodshot eyes that constantly are tearing. It makes it looks as though I'm crying. :hmm:

But aside from that I can't complain. Nothing bad has happened yet.

You?

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~ZeldaGreen:iconZeldaGreen: Jun 26, 2008, 3:03:33 PM
sean! :]

howre yoou??

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jun 25, 2008, 7:59:54 PM
Lmao. will do.

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 25, 2008, 6:58:32 PM
Get it quick, while everyone is still crappy online. lol

Only a few are getting really good. They go on to become instructors after passing a test from a Konami official and proceed to teach noobs.

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jun 25, 2008, 6:54:25 PM
Us: LMAO. Yup hehehe Can't wait.

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 25, 2008, 6:51:24 PM
lmao, just wait Pat...once you get the game you'll be able to bask in the glory that is Metal Gear Online. Takes a little getting used to but once you get into it, it's some of the most addicting fun I've had in a long time.

Communication is available via headset or typing if you have a keyboard. They also have preset messages which the character will scream out when selected. It's pretty funny actually....

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jun 25, 2008, 6:41:01 PM
Pat: fucker

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 25, 2008, 6:39:22 PM
lmao, sorry pat. I couldn't help myself. I had the money and the game was just on the shelf...tempting me....

Also...single player story is going to blow you away...

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jun 25, 2008, 6:32:04 PM
Pat: you suck.

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 25, 2008, 6:28:09 PM
It's amazing....create your own character. You get to use any weapon you want. You even get to hide in the cardboard box and pop out at people. It's amazing....simply amazing....

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jun 25, 2008, 6:07:24 PM
ONLINE PLAY?!

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~Smac1018:iconSmac1018: Jun 25, 2008, 11:46:27 AM
The game and story was amazing...one of the best games I've played in a longtime.
Also the online play is extremely fun and addicting.

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*EchoRukia:iconEchoRukia: Jun 25, 2008, 11:40:42 AM
MAKE a DEVIATION OF MGS4 AND OMG YOU GOT IT DIDN'T YOU?!?!
I've been reading about it all over DA!!
Listen, go to NEws and look for a MGS4 gaming thread. I'm sure you'll find it!

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